interesting thing: today I got email from 3 friends who I haven't spoken to in ages...

(!!)

I just thought that was something worth posting.

bye.

um I don't know what to write right now.

The last month has been boring. I mean REALLY boring, like "brings tears to your eyes" kind of bring. My life pretty much revolves around work and school.

If I don't pull myself out of this slump soon I may have to do something drastic.

This blog is actually exactly one year old TODAY. woooooyeah! I never stuck with something for so long.

Happy one year annivarsary blog!

2004 was an OK year for me. Lots of ups, and lots of downs. Sad to admit that the downs outnumbered the ups but I can't complain. Looking forward to the next year - I'm expecting big things in 05...I'll be graduating. Finally!
I wonder where I'll be this time next year. I really don't know! That thought is scary and exciting at the same time. Wherever I am, I hope I'm happy, that's all that matters really.

Anyway, here's to a new year. Happy New Year everyone.

I can't believe what happened in southeast asia, it's so overwhelming. Every time I think about it I start to cry. I haven't lost any friends or family members but just the thought of how those people died...And I get just as emotional when I see the way that the world is responding, it makes me so proud! May Allah help us :(

You Are From Neptune

You are dreamy and mystical, with a natural psychic ability. You love music, poetry, dance, and (most of all) the open sea. Your soul is filled with possibilities, and your heart overflows with compassion. You can be in a room full of friendly people and feel all alone. If you don't get carried away with one idea, your spiritual nature will see you through anything.

What Planet Are You From?

just happy I didn't get Uranus :p

"However long the night, the dawn will break."
~ African Proverb

My last exam is on Wednesday THANK GOODNESS! Things are going much better now compared to the last few weeks. I'm already prepared for Wednesday, so I guess I will just take it easy until then...

I'm so exhausted, sooo very exhausted...I don't think I can take this anymore. Physically, emotionally and (especially) mentally, I'm just worn out. Yes I know, school tends to stress us all out, but in my case it's just too much, I've had enough! I'm just counting the days until Christmas break.

I'll leave you with a quote that's really fitting for me these past couple of months...

"When you are at the end of your rope - tie a knot in it and hang on!"
~Eleanor Roosevelt

I don't know how much longer I can hang on :(

So I just woke up from the best sleep I had in months, ready to face the crapload of work I've gotta do and I look out the window and what do I see???? It fucking snowed! Daaammmn it! I can't go out, my dinky little converse shoes won't keep the snow out so I can't go out there.

so much for being productive today :( FUCK!

update: I'm thisclose to losin my mind!
Hopefully, I can make it to this Friday in one piece...Again, if ONLY I never got into this disease of procastinating, my life would be so much easier.
But ofcourse, I live to make everything harder for myself...

It feels so good when things finally start to go your way!

I swear, procrastination will be the death of me.

I just took this test for fun. It was a waste of time but I have a lot of time to waste, so it's all good.

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid:	Moderate
Schizoid:	High
Schizotypal:	Very High
Antisocial:	Low
Borderline:	Low
Histrionic:	Low
Narcissistic:	Low
Avoidant:	Moderate
Dependent:	Low
Obsessive-Compulsive:	Moderate
-- Personality Disorder Test - Take It! --

Interesting results, considering that 'schizo' is one of my nicknames!

phheeeeeeew! I'm FREEEE (for a few weeks at least) yaaaay, so happy! But Ramadan is almost over, that sucks...

anyway, I'm very tired. very, very, very tired . But it's all good coz now I have time to chill and relax, you might say I have time to chillax :)

Too bad I still have that really strange feeling, I can't seem to shake it off...it's truly odd. I don't mean to sound morbid or anything, it's just...man, I don't know. I feel like something is going to happen soon, something BAD. Not necessarily to me, but something that will affect me very much.

moving on...

Winter's here, good news for me! I loves winter.

Bye.